Fast-rising content creator Kabi wa Jesus has come out to admit to having sexual relationships with his cousins while he was younger.
Kabi who was delivering a sermon says this behaviour of lusting, desiring, and sleeping with his own family members was a non-issue to him since he was not a Christian.
He says, he adopted a new social lifestyle only after getting born again.
The lady, he said was the only one who got pregnant among other cousins he had sexual relations with.
"I know that if not all most of you know what happened last year. There was an incident of a cousin of mine coming out and saying we slept together and so many of you were like, 'Eh yaani amelala na cousin yake?' This man is bad. It was news that this guy had slept with his cousin and the reason for me before I got born again is it was not an issue. She is not the first one I had slept with so many others. What are you talking about?? Huyu mwenye ako na mimba sasa hapo (gesturing hands)."
Kabi wa Jesus recalls dark past
At the same time, Kabi was Jesus revealed a part of his dark past.
In a plot twist, Kabi said the lusting ways were cultivated by his own family members who used to molest him earlier. He says they normalised it then and he grew to it.
"But it is because of the background from the family level these things were planted in me. At the family level, I was taught sleeping around is normal at the family level you can sleep with your aunty, your sister, with your cousin, because I'm not the first one in my family to have a child with a relative. I'm not the first one in my family. There are other people with children with relatives, but why am I saying this? Because it ends with me."
"They would molest me taking turns. I would be left by my parents then hao wasee come and molest me. Something happened between my parents and I had to go back to ushago and when I went again some of my relatives took turns molesting me," he said.
"So unajua yaani nikilala na mtu flani nini inahappen. Imagine a young child. Some of the relatives are at the age of 30."
He also recalled being offered his first sip of alcohol at the age of four by a family member and the situation ended with him being admitted to a hospital after suffering cerebral malaria.
"So growing up in that situation there is someone in my family who gave me alcohol at the age of four years and they were laughing as I got drunk. These are family members laughing at a child because he is drunk. The next morning I got cerebral malaria and as a kid, I was trying to wash my face and in the bucket I see demons calling me I tried to close my eyes and I still see the demons calling my name.
"Closing my eyes, I went to the hospital and everybody thought it was just an illness even for me I thought it is just a sickness. But years later I got into drugs I started taking alcohol and smoked my first weed when I was in class 3. I stopped and now continued in class 5. When all these things are happening I am thinking it is normal."
Kabi was Jesus says he is not afraid of sharing his past since he has Jesus now.
"I feel like the reason some of us the sins we have done, we have normalized them, the sins we are doing today, the sins of our forefathers have become the norm to us."
"My dirty linen will continue to be exposed, but guess what I got Jesus."
Kabi wa Jesus is now a husband and a father to two other children.